He sped right by you
leaving a trail
of bladed lights
and distant drumrolls
on the grainy doorsill
of yesterday's horizon.
No matter,
you'll catch him
next time;
you turn to
the choke weed
of your own garden
for no more than
a moment, maybe two;
then 40 years later
there's the obituary
you find when you type
his name into Google
and remember, at last,
the rhythmic aria of his accent,
the crinkly brown eyes of his smile,
the gentle good morning
of his early summer tide
when he called you
The Blue-Eyed Girl.
You read the abridged version
of a lifetime since
you waved that last goodbye:
Divorced, re-married, widowed,
grandchild, companion,
patents, papers, awards,
funeral mass;
you see you've missed
the graying of his hair,
the filling out of his cheeks,
the speeding clock of his time
on Earth;
you've even missed
his memorial service
in the Mudd Building
at Columbia U.
No more tomorrows
no more yesterdays
no dashing lights
or crescendo drumroll
on anyone's horizon;
no more chance
to say you
remembered
remembered
no more crystal mornings
no more next time around;
just this endless chill
of winter
just this slow and halting
no more next time around;
just this endless chill
of winter
just this slow and halting

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